"I've got time."

That's not really something I can say. In fact, it's quite the opposite.

And if you've been reading this blog and my other online Journal—or you know me personally—you know TIME is an important thing to me and wasting it is a "crime" in my book.

Yet, I can sit here in the yard and 'babysit' my cat while she stalks a bird or just sits herself and enjoys the shade, and I can be quite content with that.

Not a waste of time, at all.

So, let it be noted, if I were to go into a fucking choking fit, right here, and fall over in my chair and die—I'd be quite OK with that.

'Just watching my cat.